[First published March 24, 2015]
“Hello world!” seems a good enough title to begin a new blog. Welcome to Up the Downs Staircase, a place where I will be able to record some of the random and no-so-random thoughts that engage my brain on a daily basis. Topics are likely to vary from inspirational stories, memoirs, pet peeves and public service announcements, things I find funny on the Internet, things that make me go “hmm…,” and anything I didn’t mention here.
Those who know me will understand the play on words in the blog name. The obvious explanation is that I took it from my name, and it implies that the content of the blog will include snippets from my journey as I travel up my own staircase to my unknown destination. This is true, and is probably an excellent description of what you will find here.
Another explanation for the title comes from the meaning of the phrase “up the down staircase,” which implies rule-breaking and going against societal norms. I hope you will find content that fits this description as well.
Years ago in my high school Drama Club, we put on a production of Up the Down Staircase. Of all of the productions in which I was involved, this one was the most unusual, as most of our productions were musicals. This one was a drama. The play centers around Sylvia Barrett, an English teacher at an inner-city high school, her passion for classic literature, and her desire to inspire her students. As one might expect, she is quickly introduced to the reality of educational bureaucracy, disinterested students, and other, even less interested teachers. Disillusionment leads to discouragement, and she considers leaving the public school system. Until she realizes that she really did inspire her students and make a difference in their lives. The novel on which the play was based is told through notes, memos, essays, lessons plans, and other forms of writing that might be found in a school setting.
I remember one day while we were rehearsing and working through brand new sets, two of our main characters were running through a key scene that they had been having some trouble with. It started off quietly, and then little by little, all of the activity on and off stage came to a halt, all eyes on the two actors in the small corner of the stage. It was real. It was raw, and it was emotional. Our leading actress finished the scene with real tears, feeling real trauma from the experience that had ceased to become just a story to her. It was powerful.
I don’t expect to leave you with that much emotion, but I promise to be real. Occasionally, I hope to be powerful. Mostly, like Ms. Sylvia Barrett, I hope to inspire.
Thank you for reading.